So I have this manager who has on multiple occasions called some of my female coworkers ugly. And he loves to ask, “I mean, have you ever seen her without makeup?!” I by no means identify myself as a feminist, but this is so sexist of a remark that it angers me. I wear makeup about half the time. Yes, I feel awesome when I have the time to treat my face as a canvas. It’s empowering. Liberating. Sure. But do I think I should have to do it everyday? No. I don’t always feel like prioritizing my appearance over everything else in my day. I’m gonna have friends, family, a boyfriend, and a dog who love me whether I do or not. And don’t even get me started on my hair. I’m a fast food employee, not a fucking model.

So STP just changed their Facebook cover photo… Chester Bennington is positioned in the photo as if he is the new frontman of the band. I am so not liking this. Please tell me it’s not happening. D:

Ding, dong! The bitch is on vacation! Muah ha ha!

I feel so special. :)

Everyone’s like, “Happy birthday! You’re awesome! You’ll do great on your finals! Sooo proud of you!” And I’m just like, “I’m gonna go hide in my corner of shame and cry now.”

Another panic attack… awesome…

AKA Senior Year: A Musical Interpretation

Seriously overwhelmed… And I dunno why, but I feel almost paralyzed, like I can’t do anything about it anymore.  So now I play the game where I beat myself up over it instead of doing something about it because in all honesty, I think somewhere deep inside, I’m just too afraid to succeed for whatever stupid reason.

So, I kind of went off on my manager tonight. It had been a long time coming, but I still don’t know if it was the right thing to do. I just don’t like when people use their power to bully other people and I’ve honestly taken quite a bit of it in my time there. Hopefully the guilt will wear off fast…